Sunday, 26 August 2012

Its all so quiet, its all so still, for tonight

I cant sleep so good tonight so decided to do a Blog post instead since its sorta over do!
Things have been pretty hectic at the moment life keeps making things come up that add to the list.
Settling into the new job slowly but surely but it can make one tired.
Been working at weekends then traveling home during the week cause I need to wait for moneys so can buy yummy food!

While at home been working on a sketchbook for my first project at art Uni.
Get the feeling I've did better sketchbooks in my day but this project is about the Olympics!
I didn't know that much about the Olympics and have never really gotten into
 them apart from watching the odd event on the Tele.
But the more I learn the more inspiring certain aspects are but their seems to be more negative themes about it based on the economical, political, sponsors and discrimination.

These are some examples from the research part of the project.

Been struggling with this project for lack of motivation and how to take it onto the development stages.
The Olympics is such a broad subject that its a lot to get down on paper and my minds been mush for lack of a better word ha ha!
Theirs so much stuff to do and moving back and forth from home and flat makes me all over the place.
I start uni in the next couple of weeks as well so much to get done and sorted oh my!
Probably my busiest summer yet!
Things should settle better in the next month hoorah! 8D

My lovely's Guinea pigs had babies their so amazing the noises Guinea pigs make could amuse me forever!
In case you didn't know baby guinea pigs are born fully furred.

Waaaaaaaaaah so cuuuuute!

I managed to do a some quick outfit posts before going on the train last week.
 Actually have came to love this dress I got it last year and have barely worn it.
Thank you new flat wardrobe!

offt! I hope for things to settle down better in the next couple of weeks. 
Barely did any art or played video games in such a long time its been weird.
It seems I've abandoned my Deviantart accounts when I just need time to make some work to post on there.
Maybe one day I will again boo!

Hope you guys had a great Summer and getting ready to go back to school or where ever your lives will take you.
Lemme know how you guys have been and how your summers have been!

Take care

Dress: Primark
Belt: Charity shop
Shoes: Mum handed them down to me <3 p="p">

Thursday, 16 August 2012

Day out post: Petting zoo with nieces and good news

Things have been like a rollercoaster but in th best way possible. Everyday has been a new adventure and things are coming together slowly but surely. I have been a yo-yo from my flat to seeing my family before the busy times of University will sink in next month.

I have wonderful news though I found out last week that I got a job! 
I am now a restaurant assistant in the department store of Debenhams hoorah!
It's early days but its part time and perfect for balancing out a work commitment and when University starts.

But since my last post I have been having good times with friends, deep conversations, preparing the flat, finding out money will eventually be alright, and most importantly spending time with family which has made everything less stressful.

I went out with my nieces and parents (their grandparents) to a little local park here. 
I went there myself when I was little its a petting zoo with a playpark and cafe plus a golf club for adults. 
Its in the middle of the countryside aswell and its beautiful there.
They also do a lot of things for the environment and help and breed rare species of mostly farm animals.
It's a good family day out.

My nieces and me played in the sand pits and made a whole adventure and story for the castle.
It was very exciting and I felt so happy being a kid again and forgot my troubles for a while.

Lunch time!

 These are some of the rare breeds of ponies they have. 
They have brought back the species back from extinction with their breeding programme.

 Afro duck! Pools closed!

It was a wonderful day!
Need to go back up for the weekend for work which I'm more than happy to do.
But then home again next week and I have been making ideas for the blog and to make it more 'hip' and my attempts at making it interesting ha ha!

I have also started my sketchbook for my olmpics project.
Its coming on slowly but surely when I have the time to breathe ha ha I love being busy.

Hope you all have been awesome and enjoying your summer to!

take care

Tuesday, 7 August 2012

Adding more to flat and some de-stressing

Some Rasta mouse graffiti!

Oh my 
It seems like I've been super busy and then other times it seems like I've not been doing anything.
 Some of the things I have been up to have been that of sorting out my flat room to be more...Deborah like.

I've been adding some things to the walls cause they looked lonely. 
Their my various things I collect from charity shops and karboots.

I made a photograph collage of my family and parts of my life that have brought me to this stage. Felt it was important to have this around so I can look at myself and how far I've came and my family cause I know I could not do this without them.

I was so ill that year it was a bad time.

We have been through a great deal the past few years its been tough but I'm still proud of them all.
Want people and visitors to see them on my wall and to remind me of the
 love they have for me and each other.
Just wish they could all see that in each other to.

I don't really have any friends apart from people online and I do know some people in life but its just more if theirs a party were all invited or through others. I had friends but they weren't who I thought they were so its sadly made me just push people away. And so I became more content with my family it doesn't stop me from being kind and friendly to people. But I'm sadly now to cautious and not as trusting which dunno if that's good or bad.
Family is mostly all I've got at the end of the day.

It's also attached on a white board so I can write my to do list and project lists for Uni.

I guess this could be a good crafty idea for anyone around their house as well ha ha!

I updated my new wardrobe wish I love its so beautiful and old.
I added a shoe rack and a little set of drawers to keep all my things in which is handy!
Brought to much stuff to keep ha ha.

But also now I have a place to hang all my necklaces and I've been wanting to do this for such a long time.
It's kinda sad ha ha but back home my necklaces would never get worn and get tangled all the time.

Some of these pretties are gifts and being the sentimental so and so I am they didn't feel right to be left behind.

My books which I use for drawing references and books I need to read and for inspiration.
Really need to do Blog posts about these guys gaaaaah to many plans and ideas never getting done! D8
Plus my little drawer top of things I try to keep my maintenance with ha ha.

“There are no ugly women in the world, just lazy ones”

 ~ Coco Chanel

Other than these things their still is some work on the room and flat to be done. 
It's been stressful at the same time I've been applying for work like crazy. 
I was not sure if I should say but I had a job interview at Debenhams this weekend and I really don't know how it went. I got quite nervous and made a couple of mistakes even though I studied and practiced for it for 4 days straight.
I really don't know how it went but cause I doubt myself and its been so long since I've had an interview.

Waiting to hear back from them and for a possible job interview for another job I think today or tomorrow.

I've been pretty stressed and their has been some other things but they haven't helped to be honest ha ha.
Couldn't actually stop crying for a while yesterday in the flat was so surprised at myself silly debz.

Other than that been attempting my first uni project sketchbook about the olympics its been difficult.
Barely draw like I used to but guess stress doesn't help that.

At the same time want to be a good blogger and do propper themed updates and a art giveaway. 
But its tough when theirs so much going on.
Oh dear...

Hope you guys have a good week.

Take care

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...