Thursday, 23 December 2010

Feathers making my eyes heavy with sweet melodies

Theirs still time for the giveaway if anyone still is interested!

Ive been a busy bee as of late i feel like all i have done for weeks is do christmas shopping and tackle snow. I wanted to do somemore painting aswell but have had little energy. My room floor is covered in wrapped presents. Spent the entire of yestarday wrapping gifts and still not finished. My family is way to big.

Being on a Beatrix potter binge lately while shopping i found these beautiful finds.

Their story and sticker books of some of her stories their so precious and pretty, im going to give them to my nieces as an extra christmas gift and i got some doubles of them so im going to keep the doubles myself. Im a sucker for stickers its my small hobby to collect them and also hats.

Also as a special find in a sale i found this!

Its a Jemima Puddle Duck baby toy @o@ oh my! its the sweetest thing ive ever bought and its so amazingly soft. I knew i had to get it and keep it since the last time i saw these was last christmas and theirs always very few. Jemima puddle duck has always been my favourite character of Beatrix Potter. I explained this in my huge Blog entry about Beatrix potter a while ago. <3

Even the tiny little peter rabbit stitched so clearfully on the seal so sweet! @u@

But yeahs i cant beleave how tired i am all the time, ive been going to bed at very early hours then getting up at early hours. Im sad that it makes me less productive when i can be on my own with quiet for a few hours.

I painted this small robin on a tiny Canvas for a friend of my Mums. She likes birds a great deal and Mum asked me to do this for her. Its the first ive used canvas for quite a long time i feel im not very good at it. But their is a good feeling about painting on Canvas because it seems like such a tradition or artistic trait to do. Since its how all the old masters did such things, my tiny robin is humbled by their master pieces and effort.

Im quite a fan of birds myself and always have been somehow.

I saw Tron last friday in 3d was pretty amazing and exciting, would of been happy to have seen Daft punk through the whole film tho hee hee!

I came home exhausted but full of Ramen which ive not had since January oh what a treat it made me so happy to have tasted it again. I wanted chicken gyzoa aswell but the place everyone went to didnt have any its sooooo good aswell waaaah maybe another time ;n;

When i got home tho i was greeted with a wonderful surprise! Say hello to our newest family members!

My parents got me some budgies as an early christmas gift! Waaaaaaaah! their so lovely and great company, they havent got used to me yet but i hope they will ;n; i want birdie friends cause i have no friends!
Ive decided to call them Fortune and Cookie i hope they like their new home. Ive got them so many toys and luxuaries for budgies their so spoiled and ive been researching how to take care of them like crazy. So many things i did not know about budgie care!

Ive been catching up on a lot of movies over the past couple of months such as my asian horror fix and some really surreal and beautiful movies. Been meaning to write about them and reconmend them on here but not got around to cause been to busy with christmas sadly and being stuck at friends lol!

I figure my blogs are pretty boring anyway my life isnt very interesting. If i dont write before then I hope everyone has a great christmas and that its not as akward as mine will be! <3

Tuesday, 14 December 2010

The Tea Riddler

Tea Riddler by ~accidentlyonpurpose on deviantART

The Tea Riddler

~Splat, Smosh, Whap, Trickle, Drip, Drip, Drip...~
~The Tea Riddler will throw around tea bags like a whip...~

~He skips, he jumps, he dances all around the tea table..~
~More tea? he will grin at you and spill tea when able...~

~He twirls, he spins, he balances cups on his head with ease...~
~Hell pour tea down your pretty dress kiss your hand such a tease...~

~He will hide behind the chairs and under the table and peak up your dress...~
~Riddles will fill your ears as he sings and declares he can make the biggest mess...~


Water colour
Tea bag (throwing)

This was meant to be for the tea bag competition at the tea fanatic club im part of on DA. But I ran out of time i think but i wanted to do it just the same. :tea:

Wanted to do a character that liked to throw tea bags against things. VIOLENT TEA TIME YEAH!


I hate the way i draw faces lately!

Some arts media - milk maid bust

Milk maid Bust media examples by ~accidentlyonpurpose on deviantART

I did these quite a while ago.

This is a redone style and media bust of the milk maid a character and poem i made near the end of last year with my new painting style.


I also wanted to see if i could still do digital media with my tablet after not doing it for quite some time.
And also to show my skills as an artist if comission work comes up and for my online shop when its opened.

moo ~

Thursday, 9 December 2010

So much sugar everywhere

First of all I would like to thank everyone thats entered the giveaway so far its very exciting! and my new followers on blogger and DA thank you *much love*

If anyone else would like to enter the giveaway please feel free theirs still time!

January the 10th is when it closes!


The reason ive been sorta absent from Blogging and DA is because theirs been epic snow here! Like so much snow its caused alot of problems including travel and post. This is why i had to change the closing date of the giveaway. I can only hope the weather gets better by then too!

I got stuck at my friends for 13 days and couldnt get home im grateful i was somewhere warm and safe with good company tho! 
I spent the entire time playing video games, watching movies, buying food, eating food, being cosy, talking and bonding.
 I manadged to do some more art while there aswell in my sketchbook ive been sorta drawing on what i feel like drawing instead of really concentrating so much on it, letting the pencil take me places.

I home now and i feel quite surreal that i manadged to get home so quickly, the 13 days felt like a blur. Im still not comfortable being at home so much because of what happened this year.

I eventually got paid aswell from my work which distressed me a lot being so soon to christmas. So much trouble it wasnt worth it really. Now i can buy presents for everyone and some art materials to do more work finally.

I didnt ask for any christmas gifts this year either and then the tiny part of me that comes up thinking im worth something came up recently. And then said "hey you know what Debz you had a really horrible year you deserve a gift."
But then when i got home i got reminded of why i didnt want any gifts, no one listens to me or wants to take the the time to get to know me.

I still dont really know what i want to do with my life or art and its stressing me out quite a bit or if i would ever like to go back to school. And i dont know who or where to go to ask for advice on this.

I had a dream when i was at my friends about me owning a very small little place that was like a studio with some rooms and basic needs. 
And in the dream i wanted the place so much cause it was like a little secret for me to be able to work away on art and be at peace. I woke up still wanting it and thinking it was going to be mine. I think i crave that a lot just now, i think im craving to be independent and work for my meals and all my needs.

The councilor lady still never called me or got through to me, it makes me wonder if they ever will or if asking for help was even the right choice even tho it was so difficult to do. 
When i asked for the help my doctor took out a blank piece of paper from a drawer and scribbled my name on it with a list of other peoples names. 

Most of them were scored out, it sorta disturbed me that thats how they handle someone asking for help. That their just a name on a white space that gets thrown away in a dark drawer like we are the problem.

Its been so difficult to try and carry on doing normal things and dealing with normal things, its hard to pretend everythings fine all the time. I usually express my negative vibes through my art as a way to be thearpy for myself.

But this is a feeling i cannot shake so easily. Im so emotionally sick with worry that im surprised i havent gave up yet. 

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