Sunday, 31 January 2010

Nostalgia to the max with songs

Been listening and watching clips of old stories and disney films/cartoon films i used to adore as a child, I cant choose a top 10/favs between them all but thought it would be wonderful to include them in a blog entry and maybe others will enjoy them too.

Thought i would start with the Rescue Aid Society theme song, this was one of the first disney films i ever saw and ever one then thought little mice would help children. What a darling idea.

The very first Princess and every little girls dream of finding her prince charming.


The flow of this song is just..just wow its amazing.

Gaston is so bad ass, hes probably the fall did'nt even kill him hes probably out somewhere killing something with his bare hands! XD

This song gives me shivers, i adore Scars design and the effects/mood of the atmosphere of this scene.


The soundtrack for this film is incredible but its just intense and amazing showing the montage of time of how he becomes a man from a little boy.

Stylish street wise dogs are one of the best things ever.

Rockadoodle! All hail the king!

Don Bluths Thumbelina!

There are no cats in America!

Robbin Williams as a bat is to awesome for words.

No matter what anyone saids Tim Currys voice even as a smog monster is sexual.

If there ever was a movie to explain what a teenager goes through or thinks it is this movie, hands down!

Black soul singing wommiz are the best ever.

I dont care if its cheesy or silly, it was awesome when i was kid and still is too me.

Went a bit over board with these videos, sorry i just had to share maybe they will be awesome for you too.


Wednesday, 27 January 2010

Pamper Pamper Pamper

One more thing i forgot to mention at christmas time, me my lovely and a good friend of mine made a beleated christmas cake. It was fun and awesome and pretty much the same recipe as the halloween cake i made.

Its made with a jello and biscuit crumb layer and then over top cream cheese with whipped cream and sugar. On top sprinkles biscuts decorated with icing and various sweets and candies. We went a bit crazy at the top.

~Walking in a winter sweety land!~

Close up of tiny trees, igloos and tiny mountains also in the top left corner is a tiny monster i mean come on the artic needs a monster.

It turned out to be really tasty and amazing was a good night. We feasted on tasty jelly beans that had flavours of everything.

Been back at college being a busy bee i worked all weekend late into the night catching up on all the college work then to find half of my teachers hav'ent even been in.  *tear*

Ive been having fun with my college classmates, we sat in the library on tuesday and asked me for girl advice on the cosy comfy chairs. We shared a lot and they told me of past relationships and how they did'nt work out for them, i really felt for them. I told them of mine and long distance relationship and how they work i guess, hope my advice is good.

Then we tried to walk around like krabs and play with my new fancy hat. (incidently i cant walk like a krab that well but its very hilarious.)

I was filled with yummy fill good feelings and even working on college stuff makes me happy and getting things done.

Today was good we had Philosophical studies and life drawing,  I do enjoy Philosophical studies it really opens my mind to the world and art more than it was and its very interesting to understand.

Life drawing was wonderful we finally got a female life model and she was a joy to draw very beautiful and relaxed. I drew her with ink and water it was so fun i enjoy ink a great deal.

The girls in my class today thought i looked pretty and grown up and everyone thought i had my hair cut, and asked if i considered modeling because of my figure i felt shy and small but on the inside loved and beautiful. They also liked my clothes which i thought were pretty myself.

I have been pampering myself the past few days and eating yummy fruits and sweets, using lotions and hot baths to make me feel relaxed and making time for myself and doing things i love. Its been nearly a first for me ever doing that for myself and its wonderful i feel good about myself and what im doing. I think the problem was that i concentrated to much on making others happy and not myself.

That its okies to change my looks and its okies to make myself pretty and were lovely clothes and change my hair styles. Maybe tihs will also influence my ways of working artistically aswell, i feel stronger and loved more than anything right now.

Been experimenting with make up aswell and looking after myself better.

I recently watched Amelie again aswell which made me feel good about life and art and love.
My love said I looked simular to Audery Tautou when she does her shy smiles. Im not sure because Audery is very beautiful and the colour grains of the film enchant me.

So pretty and sweet.

Another blogger i watch has decided to do a sisterhood of artists based on old romantic art of pure love and beauty in a corrupted world. Which i think would be a great idea and would love to help. Im hoping to do some new art this weekend.


Monday, 18 January 2010

Treasures, old city and joyful senses

Ive been a busy bee as i usually am the past couple of weeks this entry might be a little long.

Me, my lovely and my parents went to Edinbrugh as part of a belated birthday outing. We went to an small free art gallery with how drawing is such an important part of art. Ive never seen such detailed and talented pencil and pen works in my life.

We also went to Edinburgh Vaults which are under the city and very perserved and steaped in history. I adore medievil history it was such a wonderful trip considering the vaults where suspose to be haunted. We got to use real ghost detecting equipment at the end of tour and explore ourselfs it was very exiciting considering a few weird things did happen to us when we were down there.

Edinburgh is wonderful and i cant beleave ive barely explored it in the entire time ive lived in Scotland my whole life. If you ever visit Scotland go to Edinburgh its a wonderful city if you enjoy midevil history, art, shopping, ghosts and beautiful gothic architecture.

I enjoyed it a lot and we paid another visit to there later on which i will talk about later. <3

The next day me, my Dad and my lovely had a shopping trip in glasgow it was really nice and fun. My dad offered to pay for some of the wonderful things i bought as late birthday gifts (since they did'nt really get me anything which i did'nt mind) but my Dad is stubborn and insistent.

I got some pearls ive secretly always wanted some i feel their classy and beautiful. Im changing my looks and wardrobe a lot recently and im happy with the changes.

Ive never had something so precious, its a tiny tea cup necklace with a tiny spoon and ribbon i fell in love with it the moment i saw it. @u@ I love tea and old china tea cups.

I also got a new blazer which i cant find the photo of at this time.

I felt pampered and pretty considering i barely buy anything for myself apart from using transport money and food. Ive been feeling very femine and girly lately almost like a old princess and been wanting to look my best but for me not for anyone else. Like a big game of dress up and sensibility.

As an example of my new girlyness i found a website that lets you pick every colour, tone, shade, and contrast of nail varnish colour and nail care for woman. You even get a digital hand you can alter to look like your own to try on any colour before you order. They even did a brand based off of the new alice and wonderland film which is a delight.

We then visited a new sushi resturaunt which i fell in love with and got excited.
How it works is that theirs a small moving conveyer belt for plates of sushi. They travel through the whole resturaunt past your tables and around the bar area where they prepare their food in front of you. And what colour the plates are is how much the dish is. You can also order hot food and get a full yummy menu of side dishes, mains and desserts.
Their is also a water tap and glasses on your table that provide free water as much as you want a button to press for service. I was delighted and the food was deliscious.

It was a very good weekend best ive had in a while since ive still been keeping up with college and conflicting feelings.

I have a friend called Emiley, she has never met me or even heard my voice or seen me on web cam, she lives in France. Yet every year without fail since we met on the great internet she sends me a birthday gift and beautiful letter. Im always so surprised and humbled when i receive her wonders, she reminds me that their is good people in the world, people with hearts of gold. And people do care about me. She proves me wrong about how i feel about the world and i love that.

She sent me a darling little cat peg and a lovely card with a gentle young girl in a field and ofcourse with lovely words. I hope my gift for her birthday next month will be just as lovely.

Me and my lovely have spent many wonderful and cosy nights and days together this past month. We even went out for our late anniversary dinner since we dont get to ever celebrate our anniversary. (it was in November, and also a mini christmas since we dont spent christmas together either.) It was all very dream like a surreal doing normal things that i always think about doing with him.

I appreciate it so so so much even when we dont go to dinner, buy gifts, or do romantic things. Just simple things like hugs, holding hands, a smile, laughing, looking at him, talking without a computer makes all the bad things dissappear slowly or every worry, every doubt, every bad memory, every bad person seem so small like a fragment of dust.

He leaves again on Friday... it will hurt but hes helped me get back on my feet again a lot and helped me a lot with stress, illness, artisticallly and college.

We made a snow man together he only lasted a night because of rain melted all the snow away. Hes a very well off snow man with all his possessions. My doggie seems to like him a lot and puzzled by the new being in his domain.

We went into Edinburgh again and spent a whole day exploring shops i bought my honey some things he wanted as part of gifts and early valentine day gifts. We also went to Mary Kings Close which is an underground street area in Edinburgh thats as old as the 1600s. Its perfectly perserved even with old fashioned clothing hanging on clothing lines above the once busy steets. Its incredible how perfect it looks from since that time. I also felt strange there too since theirs also ghost stories there, some things happened to me there too but who knows.

We bought plague doctor masks from the Closes gift shop they were pretty cheap for these kind of masks. I could'nt resist im in love with plague doctors and their invention and medical workings and findings. It fascinates me completely.

Im greatly looking forward to talking some beautiful and macarbe photography with this treasure. <3

My early Valentines gift was this hat, he said it suited me perfectly and my coat i have and with much pleading and stubborn resistince he bought it for me.

This picture does'nt really do it justice but its based off of those hats they wore in the 1920/30s a style of fashion i love very much. I feel like Angelina Jolie in the 'Changeling' i love the very escence and look of that film and style of clothing. I was impressed by the film it self it moved me, i only saw it last year. I felt like i was mother watching that film, i felt the hurt for the woman it did actually happen it that it was based off of.

I also need to change my hair style or do something different with my hair its been very messy and all over the place lately. I also look very tired and i actually should be sleeping at this moment, i have to get up for college in less than two hours. Ive had womanly problems aswell, ive bled for nearly a month and this has never happened to me before, its left me very exhausted. Also very irratated at night that my body is weak but my mind is awake and ive barely slept right in weeks.

Hopefully i will get better soon and have the energy to do more college work again. Ive barely had the energy to do even normal things for myself and my own personal art. I have plenty of that that i want to do or get back to but just not had the time or energy for that sadly.

Maybe ill sleep better soon, been playing video games again which is something ive bearly did all year and spending more time with my family.

My nephew is quite awesome in my love heart shades and pirate sword.

Been loving reading and looking at all your wonderful blogs it keeps me going knowing theres beautiful souls out there even if i dont always comment.


Friday, 8 January 2010

New years, Birthday, Good times

My other half has been visiting me the past couple of weeks which is why i have been quiet and distant. It has been very lovely and humbling to be craddled and cared about by someone for a change than how everyone else has been treating me.

Im pretty sure im done with people and friends, ive had enough of most of them apart from my family and the couple that have shown me they care, but im not hoping for it to last, not again.

Because of new years and my birthday recently I was considering giving them all a chance again and fool myself to think that they would give a damn. But because of me being wrong ive planned to delete nearly every contact from my phone and probably msn, apart from the ones that speak to me still.

This was also partly the reason i left facebook because people were adding me from the past that did'nt even include me in anything or barely speak to me before, so why should they start now? Plus the fact that i wont be tempted to browse others profile pages that i really dont want to even think about anymore or remember them cause they dont about me.

I finally made the choice to leave when a boy from highschool added me as a friend on facebook and the only memory i have of him is slamming a door in my face with his foot on purpose.

Ill probably put my memories and photographs of them in my 'memory folder' under my bed where i keep all my lovely things and treasures of people and places that were special in a time and place.

Im with my lovely now hes sleeping next to me...its nice to hear his shallow breaths and admire is handsome pretty face. The last thing i want to do is remember people that dont deserve my thoughts and feelings.

He comes from a place where it does'nt snow so the first day he got here we sled together it was wonderful. Even tho Ive been sick since that day and always cold he gave me bunny slippers and their softest of blankets to keep warm in.

It warms my heart to see him so happy, im truely blessed by such a wonderful and loving person. It has been snowing a lot all over Britain which stops us from doing many things. Ive not been able to get thought to college really because of the weather.

On new years we played this it belonged to my Gran and its a very fun game. Its called Bagatelle its pretty old and probably an antique now, their also pretty expensive these days. It was just me and my parents on new years and my lovely. We watched bad tv and ate food aswell.

My 21srt brirthday came and went it was'nt really a big deal, just stayed in the house for it really, their was plans but weather and family being busy made it not happen which i did'nt mind. I had plans for friends aswell months in adivce but because people are horrible it did'nt happen either.

I got the most beautiful roses ive ever seen as a gift it was wonderful i cant help but stare at them everytime i see them or caress them. First time ive ever been given roses in my life, it was pretty sepcial.
I also received many other pretty things including a rose made out of feathers that will never die, its enchanting and deliciously soft.

My sister made a full birthday cake ive never been given such a pretty cake before it was quite the surprise and joy to see, it was so pretty that i did not want to eat it or cut it up. ;A;

I also got a surprise visit from my longest well known friend, it was lovely and they gave me lovely things. It was a fun night of laughing and eating cake.

My family are so lovely and felt sad that we did'nt do anything for my bday that were going to Edinburgh tomorrow on a ghost tour and a meal. Then for a shopping spree on sunday and also probably for Japanese food which is a fav of mine which i look forward too.

My family and my lovely make me feel special in the smallest of ways, been brought back to reality the past couple of weeks has been interesting. Im looking forward to making personal art and college art again, its all clear and thought out in my head.

Well see...<3
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